I found these pics of Noah and I at the Zoo when he was six months and then some new ones of Hudson at six months too :)
Sunday, August 30, 2009
This past week, we did A LOT!!!
Here are some pics of when Maw Maw Ella and Paw Paw Terry were here, and our time at the house, and the zoo-wow did we have fun :)
I found these pics of Noah and I at the Zoo when he was six months and then some new ones of Hudson at six months too :)
I found these pics of Noah and I at the Zoo when he was six months and then some new ones of Hudson at six months too :)
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Few new pics
Gosh....is it bad that I seriously take like 100 pics a week of my kids? I just feel like it is going so fast and I do not want to miss a thing? Oh well, I think I will be glad later on, and come on, they ARE cute :P
Need to write more
I think I decided this weekend that I need to write more, on here, in my journal, just anytime that I can get my feelings out would be good. I have kind of been bottling everything up inside and realize that it is very important to get them out.
Things have been really tough, and I would be lying if I said otherwise. The thing is with tough, it is not a bad thing. I want to embrace it, I want to BE in it, I want to learn to grow through it.
I am exhausted. More than I think I have ever been in my life. I struggle with chronic fatigue every since I got mono in 2003, and add that to being up 4-5 times a night nursing, and both my boys getting up in the 5-6 am range, yep, just REALLY tired. And of course when you are sleepy, it effects everything else, which has made me more hot-tempered, messy, not really fun to be around, as well as kind of neglecting my walk with God and other relationships. It is good to see this, as it is making me cling to the ONLY One who can give me strength. I also think it is good for others to see my brokenness, as I think there are a lot of people out there (including myself at times) who try and appear to have it all together. I don't and I do not want to come across that I do.
I feel like I have very little more to give, and I hear God saying..."FINALLY, Kelly!" I know He has been waiting for me to get to this point...and I am there, ready for strength, guidance, and the energy to serve Him more tomorrow...
Things have been really tough, and I would be lying if I said otherwise. The thing is with tough, it is not a bad thing. I want to embrace it, I want to BE in it, I want to learn to grow through it.
I am exhausted. More than I think I have ever been in my life. I struggle with chronic fatigue every since I got mono in 2003, and add that to being up 4-5 times a night nursing, and both my boys getting up in the 5-6 am range, yep, just REALLY tired. And of course when you are sleepy, it effects everything else, which has made me more hot-tempered, messy, not really fun to be around, as well as kind of neglecting my walk with God and other relationships. It is good to see this, as it is making me cling to the ONLY One who can give me strength. I also think it is good for others to see my brokenness, as I think there are a lot of people out there (including myself at times) who try and appear to have it all together. I don't and I do not want to come across that I do.
I feel like I have very little more to give, and I hear God saying..."FINALLY, Kelly!" I know He has been waiting for me to get to this point...and I am there, ready for strength, guidance, and the energy to serve Him more tomorrow...
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